Saturday, April 09, 2011

Depression

I know....enough talk about the miscarriage already! I am now over it but it was difficult the past few weeks. I lost interest in all things, had no appetite and could not sleep. Spent a week at home in a daze and just not wanting to do anything. Kinda sucks right? Am really glad i came out of it....didnt think i could survive much longer that way. I was sleeping at nearly 6 to 7am each day and will wake a couple of hours later. My dark eye rings were really horrid. I think pandas are cute but i wasnt that cute.....
Work kinda brought me back to reality. I was swamped with so much issues when i returned to office, i had no choice but focus. Brought some sanity back despite the chaos at work. Contradicting ey? At least it gave me a sense of normalcy.

Miles

The moment i miscarried, the first thing i did was to book tickets for a holiday. Like any great fengshui master will say, travelling and breathing new air in foreign countries are bound to lift spirits. Lucky me, my miles were just sufficient for me to exchange two tickets to hong kong. Decided to spend my birthday overseas this year. Thank you SQ! I now have to restart the clock and spend more so that i can have more miles to travel soon. Lame excuse really!!