My Numerology Portrait

I did a numerology portrait today.

The ancient science of numerology offers insight into the personality by assigning numeric values to names and birth dates, calculating numerological values and then interpreting the results.

My soul number reveals my inner, private self, the underlying motivations that influence my decisions and actions, my subconscious desires and my most deeply ingrained attitudes. (It is determined by adding the values for the vowels in my full birth name.)

My Soul Number is SEVEN and the findings are:
Deep, serious, introspective, and analytical, you accept nothing at face value, and you are always probing into the hidden side or deeper meaning of situations and people. You are fascinated by the mysterious and unknown. You enjoy periods of solitude in peaceful surroundings, and need time to study, reflect, or meditate. You may be given to much daydreaming and flights of the imagination as well. The ocean has a powerful attraction for you. The study of philosophy, psychology, scientific research, metaphysics, or religion appeals to you. You are scientific in your approach to Truth.

Private, reserved, and rather secretive, there are probably very few who truly know and understand your inner thoughts, feelings, hopes, and aspirations. Unless you learn to share your deeper self more freely, and to be less of an idealistic perfectionist, you may be rather lonely.

This will be a good reflection for me whilst I am home.

Over & Out

I went back to see the irresponsible doctor for my allergy but he was not around.
In his place was another doctor who told me: "Accidents happened." WTF?!!?
He didnt even look apologetic mainly because he was not the doctor on duty who had prescribed me the med.

Anyway....I am staying home for the next 2 days. Boss told me I should have demanded for a letter of explanation. Colleagues told me to stay home and not go out n scare others with my horrendous look.

Home sweet home it is now.......over & out.

Mefenamic is Ponstan!?!?!?!?

Bad bad bad!!!
After all the fear about eating panadol and ponstan despite my headache, I still ended with an allergy!!!!

Went to a doc sometime in May this year and got some med for painkillers. I was prescribed Mefenamic then but I never took it.
This morning...my pain still bugged me and so I decide to pop 2 pills of Mefenamic. I started whoozing and had difficulty breathing.

Look below at what happened to me!!! Parental Guidance advised....View at your own discretion....dun let me gross you out :(

Is the doc mad?!!?!? I just found out online that Mefenamic is PONSTAN!?!?!

I am sooooooooooo upset! Now I look like an alien from outer space all thanks to a bloody preposterous doc's oversight!!

*Disclaimer: Pic was removed after feedbacks that it was completely repulsive*

Of Pains & Allergies

I am in pain....but I cant take panadol or ponstan.
Will have to rush to the doctor if I did since I will not be able to breathe and my eyes will puff up. Dumb allergies.

Bear with it ger! I will survive!
I think I will go to bed before 12 midnite. Tat will be a record!
It's TGIF though.........*sobZ*

The Moods

Melancholic.
That's how I would say my day had been.

I was actually smiling and laughing lots. Amidst my own laughter, there are a couple who smiled back and laughed along with me. Beyond tat though.....there was an underlying sadness. Not from me...but I felt it from them. Of coz there was my lover who told me straight out: "ME IN BAD MOOD!"

Prob I was being too sensitive again. Anyhow as cliche as it may sound, I do hope it's a better tomorrow for everyone.

I love tis song!

I came upon tis song when someone gave me a link to another song.
Loved it the moment I heard it.

http://www.bolt.com/FASCINATING/audio/1061892?cn=STREAM_FASCINATING_audio_large_PAGE4

How Can I Not Love You
by Joy Enriquez

Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, Must not say
Wat we no longer long

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we no longer long

Coffee & Sleep

Reference to my earlier post, sleep really eluded me!
The caffeine really works. I am seriously wide awake at nearly 2am?

Things I did in last 3 hours:

1) Applied face mask
2) Read today's ST in a record 10 mins
3) Read Cornball's entire blog with entries dated back to July 2005
4) Writing this entry

I might just watch the Argentina versus Netherlands match afterall.....
I still have another hour to kill before the match starts.
Gosh I am bored...

Coffee or Tea?

I was never a coffee person. Coffee gives me a tummyache. I always drank tea.

My colleagues are all coffee drinkers. Recently I have begun to drink coffee as well. Ease the hassle of having to remember another order. No tummyaches.

I drank a cup of "kopi-o sui tai" (it means black coffee with less sugar for the benefit of non-coffee drinkers) this morning. Was really tired today and I expected the coffee to give me the much required perk me up. I ended up on a high...n still very sleepy.

I drank a second cup of kopi-o sui tai in the afternoon. Way past my limit! I was literally floating on the caffeine high. Colleagues commented that I was kinda cranky. I was still sleepy.....

I have a feeling that the caffeine will kick in hours later and I am gonna be wide wake tonight.
Alas, it will be another vicious cycle tomorrow.

To dentist...to dentist

Left jaw felt sore since a month ago...put off going to the surgeon until today.
What is with NDC and their appointments? Why cant they keep to the timing? What is the point of making appointments if I have to wait one hour? *sigh*

Anyhow....took a couple of xrays and was given the clear. Check out my xrays!
Got a follow up appointment one year from today...until then..........

Time of sharing

In all excitement...I have told 7 persons about my new blog.
3 of them ignored me. The rest:

Lover: I have a blog too! Started it 3 weeks ago!
Roy: I m honoured! How come no pics? ( added a pic of Fourplay for your sake :P)
Ian: I will read it next time if I remember the URL.
Sam: What the... your blog looks EXACTLY like mine?!?!@!

Fourplay

People asked me what's keeping me up at this time...I said Fourplay.
Next question came, " You like foreplay?"

FOURPLAY!! My typo sucks when I get too excited but my spelling is fine tis time!
Get a life! It's just music................

Monday blues? Nah....

Never expected myself to start a blog. Thought it was too intrusive.
Then again, I can choose what I wan to put in right? *duh*

All tks to Sam...I started an account! *waves*

I was in the office since 8am....been a long time since I was punctual..much less one hr early?
My boss will not be impressed...punctuality does not rank high with him..so I think.
Office was REAAAAAAALLY dark....gave me the creeps. Cant help it when I had a fitful night of sleep dominated by nitemares. Dun ask me what I dreamt of...cant remember a thing except tat lingering ill-feeling. That passed soon enough when the lights came on.

Anyway...its the dreaded Monday for most of my collicks...sales meeting day. I actually look forward to it. I can waste an hour staring into space whilst listening to the droning of others during the meeting.

This is a good start to the week.....